Yet again
Why do I always let myself get stuck in situations where I’m not sure where I stand? It is so frustrating. This is an even harder one to figure out because it is a close friend.
So we hooked up. It wasn’t the first time but before it didn’t go so well. He had a girlfriend. They broke up. He decided to come visit. We had a great weekend. Not long later he went back out with the girl. Where did that leave me? Feeling a little used but I moved on just like I always do.
Last time, it was just him and I. This time there is more friends attached. By this I mean, his friends are head over heals for me. They are actually the ones that told me he was single. When he invited me up, they were cheering. I was totally accepted into the group all weekend. They told me I had to come back.
So big thumbs up from the friends but what about him? We hooked up but we did that before too. We’ve done the whole flirting via text thing since but big deal. I’ve definately had more than a couple guys flirt with me only for me to find out they are dating someone else anyways.
The part that frustrates me to no end is that I truly am a great girlfriend. That seems to be my trouble. I can’t find someone who likes a girl that bakes them cookies whenever they ask, doesn’t complain in the least about boy nights, I’m great in bed, I keep myself in shape, I never expect the guy to pay, I’m smart, cute, faithful…everything that guys say they want. What is the problem?
Then when guys realize what they missed out on they cry to me about it and try to get me back. Yeah, how weird is that. Almost every single guy I have ever dated told me he seriously messed up for letting me go. Why not just keep me in the first place?
See, so frustrating.
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